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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      Multi
  Fandom:
      Supernatural
  Relationship:
      Dean_Winchester/Other(s), Sam_Winchester/Other(s), Dean_Winchester/Sam
      Winchester
  Character:
      Sam_Winchester, Dean_Winchester
  Additional Tags:
      Angst, First_Time, Pre-Canon, Hurt/Comfort
  Collections:
      Sinful_Desire
  Stats:
      Published: 2009-10-23 Words: 899
****** A Reason To Go A Reason To Stay ******
by Joxie
Summary
     Dean loves Sammy, Sammy loves Dean, but Dean has issues and Sammy
     wants it all.
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I do not own Supernatural, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any
money from the writing of this story.
 
 
A REASON TO GO A REASON TO STAY
 
BY
 
JOXIE
 
 
1
 
Dean was fourteen when he fucked his first girl, Dad was away as usual and
Sammy was at soccer practice. The first time Sammy saw him fuck a girl was only
a matter of months after that.
 
She was a cheerleader and her name was Sherry, Candy or something like that,
all long legs and tits you could hang onto. She giggled and pawed at Dean’s
crotch as they stumbled towards his bed. Intent on feeling Dean up she didn’t
notice the second bed or Sammy lying on it eyes wide open.
 
Dean pushed her onto his bed, stripping her top off and squeezing her breasts
with eager fingers. He kissed her mouth passionately and pushed her skirt up.
His breath caught in his throat as his fingers met warm damp flesh she wasn’t
wearing any pants and she was so ready for him.
 
Dean lifted his mouth from her breast and looked at his brother “Here ends the
lesson Sammy turn over and go to sleep.”
 
Silently Sammy did as he was told though he had no intention of going to sleep.
Instead he watched the shadows on the wall and listened, his body reacting in
ways he didn’t quite understand. Sherry or whoever made noises he couldn’t put
a name to but made him feel hot and uncomfortable all the same.
 
Dean grunted as if in surprise then groaned lushly “Sweet, sweet…” He praised
breathlessly, a giggly moan his only reply as the bed began to rhythmically
squeak.
 
Holding his breath Sammy turned back over as slowly and quietly as he could. He
was unable to stop his gasp at the sight that hit his eyes. Dean was stretched
out on top of the girl naked his muscles flexing and hips grinding. Sammy held
still and watched until his brother looked over at him, caught out he only
relaxed when Dean grinned.
 
They kept eye contact as Dean continued to fuck the whimpering girl beneath
him. She came far too quickly for Sammy’s liking taking Dean’s attention away
from him as he picked up the pace and let himself tumble into his own climax.
 
She didn’t stay the night and Dean kissed her goodbye without regret he turned
to Sammy when she was gone and asked “Enjoy the show?”
 
Dean didn’t look angry so Sammy just shrugged and blushed in reply.
 
 
2
 
Sammy kissed his first girl when he was fourteen or rather she kissed him.
Debra Rowe captain of the girl’s soccer team chased and caught him behind the
bike shed. Her tongue fucked his mouth like a dick as she shoved his hand
between her thighs.
 
By the time she was finished with him he had come all over his school trousers.
Something Dean was never going to let him forget even if he did wear a look of
smug pride and satisfaction that Sammy had at last got some sticky finger.
 
 
3
 
Half cut and baby sitting a sullen Sammy while trying not to stare at his ass.
The boy needs taking down a peg or two, either that or to be well and truly
fucked. Dean can’t decide which but knows the one he’d prefer. He doesn’t
believe he was this much of a pain in the ass at seventeen.
 
Sammy keeps pushing and pushing, what the fuck is so great about being normal
anyway that the boy craves it so and is willing to pay such a high price for
it.
 
God he misses the way Sammy used to look at him. Hates that his brother is
trying to escape him, using education to set himself free. Sammy should know by
now he shouldn’t need to be told there is no escaping Dean, that he will follow
him wherever he goes.
 
 
4
 
Sammy looks up from his book and over at Dean.
 
“Stay” the word is torn from his brother’s lips.
 
“Give me a reason to” Sammy frowns.
 
Dean takes his courage in both hands and offers his heart “I love you.”
 
“No you don’t not that way” Sammy seems so sure “don’t be a whore Dean.”
 
“You self serving freak don’t you dare tell me how I feel” the words come to a
halt and Dean slams out of the motel room and into the Impala.
 
Sammy pulls the bed sheet up around his shoulders; he lies in the dark waiting,
numb and afraid. Loving Dean is incredibly easy leaving him isn’t, he takes a
deep breath it doesn’t help.
 
The door opens quietly Dean has been drinking but he isn’t drunk, silently he
sits on Sammy’s bed “Could be anything you want.”
 
He leans forward and kisses Sammy just a brush of lips and flick of tongue
“Stay.”
 
Sammy reaches out to clutch Dean’s leather jacket forcing there lips to meet
again, thrusting his tongue into Dean’s hot welcoming mouth “Come with me.”
 
Desperate hope breaks free “Yes” the word escapes his mouth before he has time
to think.
 
“Good” Sammy pulls Dean down “you’re so easy to love.”
 
Dean knows himself to be lost and doesn’t mind. There are worse things to be,
worse things to do and worse people to follow.
 
 
The End
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